is anyone else just going through life like “yeah i just gotta get past this last difficult week and then it’s smooth sailing from there!” but like… every week
i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself
i want history museums i want art galleries i want forests i want waterfalls i want oceans i want long car drives i want concerts i want book stores i want rooftops i want star gazing i want to travel i want to feel